I don't know where to begin. I have SO much to say. I have SO much in my jumbled head. It's good though... it's intimidating, but good.
To anyone that has faced a spiritual battle, any pieces of advice would be great.
Rob has been "called" and I have been called to stand beside Rob and trust God.
I'm not sure what that means but we're trying to listen. However, I have never been so sure of anything in my entire life.
I am watching Satan try to interfere. We're muting him, we're beating him and we will be fighting our entire life.
Living a life as a Christ follower is now, all or nothing. There is no in-between.
I didn't understand it before. I knew what I needed to do. I knew what I felt, I just wasn't open.
I had fear. I had anger. I had no idea what love really was.
I no longer have fear. I no longer have anger. I know what love is and to think I thought I had a clue.... ha!
God is doing AMAZING things with us right now. Satan is trying every.single.trick.in.the.book.
Filled with the Holy Spirit.
"Give it to God"
All those things that people had said/preached before were words. They were words I never truly understood. Secretly I was jealous that I didn't understand. I found myself saying, "Is this IT? All these promises of a life for God and this is IT?" Well, little did I know that this was exactly what I needed to do to open my heart to Him.
I want to make sure I write down what has happened and how it's made me feel.
I need to put it down because I know the Evil One isn't going to stop trying to destroy us. We cannot give him a foothold right now. He has nothing to stand on.
Now is not a time for me to get cocky. Now is not a time for me to say, "Oh yeah?! God's using us! We're good..."
Wrong... the Evil One strikes harder when there's more to lose.
Currently, Rob's reading: When the Enemy Strikes and I'm ordering Armed and Dangerous.
Here's a perfect link to describe what we're going through right now.
The past two days have been mentally exhausting so that our physical body is giving out.
I know now what it means to Trust in God. And I know now how much I want everyone to feel this way too. The overwhelming JOY is nothing I've ever felt before, however, I feel the breath of Satan himself breathing down my neck. I should be scared, but I have God. I truly do.
You don't have to agree with me. You don't have to agree with anything I say. Honestly, I'm not doing this for you. It's now for Him. This is my journey and it's incredibly personal. I'd love for you to share it with me.