Thursday, February 18, 2010

Hey God... I'm finally listening

I don't know where to begin.  I have SO much to say.  I have SO much in my jumbled head.  It's good though... it's intimidating, but good.

To anyone that has faced a spiritual battle, any pieces of advice would be great.

Rob has been "called" and I have been called to stand beside Rob and trust God.

I'm not sure what that means but we're trying to listen.  However, I have never been so sure of anything in my entire life.

I am watching Satan try to interfere.  We're muting him, we're beating him and we will be fighting our entire life.
Living a life as a Christ follower is now, all or nothing.  There is no in-between.

I didn't understand it before.  I knew what I needed to do.  I knew what I felt, I just wasn't open.

I had fear.  I had anger.  I had no idea what love really was.  

I no longer have fear.  I no longer have anger.  I know what love is and to think I thought I had a clue.... ha!

God is doing AMAZING things with us right now.  Satan is trying


Filled with the Holy Spirit.

God's Love.

"Give it to God"

All those things that people had said/preached before were words.  They were words I never truly understood.  Secretly I was jealous that I didn't understand.  I found myself saying, "Is this IT?  All these promises of a life for God and this is IT?"  Well, little did I know that this was exactly what I needed to do to open my heart to Him.

I want to make sure I write down what has happened and how it's made me feel.

I need to put it down because I know the Evil One isn't going to stop trying to destroy us.  We cannot give him a foothold right now.  He has nothing to stand on.

Now is not a time for me to get cocky.  Now is not a time for me to say, "Oh yeah?!  God's using us!  We're good..."

Wrong... the Evil One strikes harder when there's more to lose.

Currently, Rob's reading: When the Enemy Strikes and I'm ordering Armed and Dangerous.

Here's a perfect link to describe what we're going through right now.

The past two days have been mentally exhausting so that our physical body is giving out.

I know now what it means to Trust in God.  And I know now how much I want everyone to feel this way too.  The overwhelming JOY is nothing I've ever felt before, however, I feel the breath of Satan himself breathing down my neck.  I should be scared, but I have God.  truly do.  

You don't have to agree with me.  You don't have to agree with anything I say.  Honestly, I'm not doing this for you.  It's now for Him. This is my journey and it's incredibly personal.  I'd love for you to share it with me.

1 comment:

  1. AKA- Resa Gobs ;-)

    How exciting! I can't wait to hear more! Thank you for sharing!!!

    I JUST got an email that you might be interested in! It's just 3 days from now, they're hosting it at my church.... :-) Maybe pray about it & see if it's something He wants you to be at!

    Copied & Pasted:
    Most believers struggle over the issue of clearly discerning the voice of God. Since we were created for fellowship, it is vital that we be able to hear Him as easily as we speak to Him in prayer.

    This coming Sunday evening Bill Johnson will be teaching on hearing the voice of God and moving in the prophetic. Bill has been training and ministering in the prophetic for over 20 years, is a pastor as well as being a regional director for Christian International, the largest Christian prophetic organization in the world.

    Bill is one of the most accurate men I have been around, and unlike so many in the prophetic movement, he is humble, real and credible.

    This is an awesome opportunity to learn some important keys in clearly hearing God's voice and moving in the prophetic.

    The meeting is open to the public and there is not an admission fee. An offering will be taken. Worship will be by a youth worship team.

    February 21st
    6:00 - 8:00 pm
    Lakeview Christian Fellowship
    8300 Merrill Road
    Jacksonville, FL